later on jesussica...


it's all about jessicasomean

walking the line was pretty intense. it still feels like there is school on monday. it doesn't even feel like summer. aiiiieeeeeee, what now? hehe, i'm so glad i said, "ricky! i had a crush on you!!" and he replied, "i had a crush on you too!" it made me really bummed out, but happy. it gave me a bit of closure? i think thats what it is..



stop it already, you're pretty pathetic.







lately, i've been getting what i want materialistically but not socially/mentally. i miss talking on the phone, i haven't had time for it lately. i've just been lonely these past couple of nights, hmm, i know i have summer to do a lot of talking but it just sucks when i don't do the things i normally do.


what the eff, son? you tryin to play a player? i don't think so bud, you done fucked up.



seeing wild animals caged makes me a bit sad. i want to see the doing what they were born to do, kill and eat each other. i want to see the lions and the cheetahs let loose in the herbivore area and have them chase down their meals instead of it being handed to them.

i want to go to africa to see the wild animals being wild.




i think i try too hard now.. it's no fun..

some people are just so full of shit, seriously.



pshft, later onnn foo.







i'm done with high school and that includes high schoolers.

i'm graduating? i don't feel it. it hasn't sunk in yet.



crappy weather... where the sun to brigthen my day? BAHHHHH




all i wanna know is if you really gettin hyphy?

i'm tired. i'm not excited about sitting out in the sun forever.
my nose is darker than the rest of my face. it's going to get even darker today :( :( :(




i think it's time i tell all those guys how i used to crush on them
but not those girls, don't wanna freak them out. oh, no hahahaha.

whoa i just sneezed and it tasted like pineapple
weird.

how could you say something like that? seriously. it's worse than saying, "i hate you." i think i'd actually prefer that to this. it just makes it a bit awkward for me since i don't even feel that way. i just feel like, you're throwing the word around like it's just the norm. it's just as everyone says, powerful. i think you're getting things a bit mixed up here, you should sort things out. really see how you feel because it seems like you're getting caught up in the moment and saying things you might end up regretting.

it's just so odd hearing something like that from someone you care about but don't feel that way toward.



it doesn't make me feel good inside, at all.

this just makes me feel so depressed.





"i love you."
what a horrible... thing